In the wonderful world of OnlyFans, PornHub and RedGifs, you will see many faces. You won’t see mine. A few years ago, you might have seen my body on some of those random webcam sites, that was when I was exploring my body, and part of my sexuality.
You might already have seen me. I’m the person you barely glanced at on the tram, listening to her music, or reading. I’m feminine, but my skirt isn’t too short, my cleavage isn’t too revealing. If you ask my friends, you’d probably hear words like “beautiful”, “sexy” or similar, but I assure you, there are far more beautiful and sexy people out there. I’m a redhead, which does make some people turn their heads, but apart from that, I don’t have anything special, not that you wouldn’t see on anyone else.
In short, I’m a nobody.
However, I have a story to tell.
I’m 27, about to be 28, but this story starts a long, long time ago. Some would disagree, some would be shocked, others would tell me to go and tell the police, but I’ll let you be the judge. After 10 years, I wanted to try and write this. It’s a collection from memory and my personal diary. In some places I’ve skimmed over what happened, in others, well, I might have added just a touch of glitter. What’s true and what isn’t? Again, I’ll let you be the judge. The anonymous me is open to questions. The real me has no idea what you are talking about.
What I do have is a sex drive. I’m the shy one, the one who might blush when talking about sex, the one who generally has the reputation of being timid under the sheets. One friend in particular, L, generally talks about her sex life in detail to her female friends. Me included. Hey, Ana, you should try it! Come on, I’ll bet you can be a real slut in bed! Oh, sweetie, if you had any idea. There you are talking about sucking him off in a cinema, and how you might get caught… The excitement you felt for those 10 minutes? Now imagine an entire weekend of being naked, fox ears, a foxtail plug inside of me, literally dripping while spending a day on all fours, feeding myself from his sperm, offering my pussy to him, and being an obedient slave who would do anything he asks of me, to him, or to any of his friends… My brain turned off, my pussy controlling my every move. Moaning for sex, begging for more, insatiable…
None of this was planned, none of this was logical, everything was taboo, and I regret absolutely nothing.
My name is Ana. For those who would read on, welcome to my story.